Even for the worst of time, like how he crack me down. He’s the guy who knows how to break the walls from how much I tired to built so much in my damn life. The thing is am afraid of suffering and getting hurt, but all I ever do is murdering myself. I swear that’s not good. I’m grateful he’s not afraid of hurting my feelings, because it shows that he cares. He’s the guy who most know my weakness and he wants to find my strength. He taught me the only way to know my strength is going below and you’ll rise. He believe I can do so much in my life, but the thing is I been not using it to the point I feel pathetic. I’m a lot stronger and wiser than I ever know.
I need to discover that in my true gift I was born with, but never had the chance to even use it. I’m so damn sick of myself mopping around and wishing things I don’t even do myself. I swear I really need to grow up and live my dreams even its going to be the pain in the ass. I feel I can’t stand myself like this anymore. I put this up for too long.
I still cannot believe it how damn lucky of me to have my guy. I must have done something good to deserve him in my life, because I will never let him go. I would hate myself forever of ever lost him. He’s the guy who taught me how to grow even my childish side.
I still cannot believe it he would picked me and felt for me. But I’m going to find out what made him fall for me, because I already know what made me fall for him. I mean he’s incredible. I want all of him from the worst and the good of him. He knows me even more I even know myself. I love him so damn much.
Anyways, I just wanted to put out how bliss of me to have him in my life. Time for me to head off to bed, because I need my rest.
Love & Peace -♥-Dana
“I want all of you forever, you and me.” -The notebook